Losing It and accepting limits

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Yesterday, I stepped on my frenemy the scale. She read 196.6. She may be my new best friend because that is 2 more lbs down. That is a total loss of 10 lbs. Milestone met and savoring the moment.

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If you read this little space in the ether on Monday, you know I worked out all of 2 times last week, but my eating was on par. I am currently broken up with MyfitnessPal and am just doing my own thing. Not counting macros, not counting calories, just eating clean. Not worrying about what the scale is going to read and living life out loud.

As of today, I have worked out once - combining 2 of my runs into one last night. I rocked 3 miles and 1.25 miles of speed work. By taking time off, my endurance has gone down and I have slowed down. Progress not perfection.

I realized that I am setting the bar too high with training and strength. I cannot go from 2 workouts to 6 workouts in a week. I read a lot of blogs and I see all my ladies rockin it at the gym and I want to be that dedicated. Right now I am not, so I am not going to beat myself up. I have not started Ripped in 30. I may or may not get in 3 more runs this week, and I am okay with that.

TODAY is the DAY I stop trying to act like someone maintaining their weight, who has worked up to working out 5 - 6 days a week (and loves/hates it) and start acting like the recommitted person I am. I am going to make it and if I do not pressure myself to be perfect, than I think I can succeed. One day at a time. One step at a time. One moment at a time. CHANGE YOUR MIND CHANGE YOUR BODY!

That's it for today.

Motivate Me!

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Weekend Recap + Weekly Goals

Hello There:

So this weekend I had the opportunity to do nothing. Absolutely not a thing. My boyfriend was away at a Bachelor Party Weekend, and I had the pleasure of giving myself a gel manicure on Friday and watching the entire season of Orange is the New Black on Netflix. I may or may not have had cereal for dinner and cookies!

On Saturday, woke up at maybe 11am and went for a 4 miles walk/run. It was so bad it is hard to mention. Then I took a nap. I woke up and started watching Hunted, which is a Max Series. I decided to make meatballs and sauce using Ida Garten's recipe. It was easy and delicious, plus I knew I did not want to make dinner on Sunday.

Sunday, I went to brunch and had a delicious tasting menu and interesting conversation with a lovely lady I just met. I took another nap, then the boyfriend came home and it was back to normal. Sunday dinner and Game of Thrones. We are now on season 3. I already read the books and have to remind myself not to answer his questions because it spoils it!

Weekly Goals Recap and This weeks Goals:

Monday: Ripped in 30/ rest

Tuesday: RI30 + 3.5 mile run/ 2.48 mile walk

Wednesday: RI30 + 35 minute tempo run/ rest

Thursday: RI30 + 3 mile run/ rest

Friday: RI30/ rest

Saturday: RI30 + 3 miles @ pace/ rest

Sunday: RI30 + 6 mile run/ 4 miles of torture

As you can see, I did nothing last week. I was not feeling motivated at all. I am trying to come to grips with the slow progress that I make and it is discouraging. But that being said I am restarting my Army 10 miler training today. It is 9 weeks away. My goal is to do better than I did last year. That is it. 

Monday: Ripped in 30

Tuesday: RI30 + 3 mile run

Wednesday: RI30 + 5X400 @ 5K pace

Thursday: RI30 + 3 mile run

Friday: RI30

Saturday: RI30 + 3 mile run

Sunday: RI30 + 5 mile run

Motivate Me!

I'm Back and better than ever!

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If you haven't realized, I struggle. I am always searching for the next best thing.

I want to lose this extra weight for good.

I have the desire. Do I have the drive? 

Yes and No.

I just try. 

Every damn day.

To want it.

I can taste success!

I am succeeding. Slowly, but surely.

My weight today: 198.4. 

I lose slow. BUT I Lose. And that is success and all I can ask for.

Weekly Goals:

Monday: Ripped in 30

Tuesday: RI30 + 3.5 mile run

Wednesday: RI30 + 35 minute tempo run

Thursday: RI30 + 3 mile run

Friday: RI30

Saturday: RI30 + 3 miles @ pace

Sunday: RI30 + 6 mile run

Motivate Me!

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I got back from vacation last week and immediately came down with something. Grr! Got to love the crazy bugs going around this summer. I be back soon, Promise!